March 2012
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Weekend
Blues in The Park
where all Time feels like Loss and Stranded
the breeze makes no Harm
but you’re shivering for a Fever
the body is projecting in your Head.
The colored Rays of a Luna park
Vaste and Empty
there’s a Crowd pushing to witness
a Romantic movie
where two Hearts crave for the
Ultimate Beat
and yet you know them all
Shielding away from Words
open only to Sweat...
January 2012
6 posts
1 tag
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1978
1700 credits maybe monthly
and a cheap candy gluing my dry mouth
it’s barely enough for patched walls in anywhere you thought your dreams
may have become true
All my friends all around, now one lonely and hungry connected through a wire
words are never stopping like waterfalls
for at least those come without a red end
when all the world we once thought open is in the eyes of someone...
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Fly
On one foot Not too careful where the other might go Seeking your face down The other goes up And you have to forget the pain, insecurities and your hair The hands up High Higher If you come close I battle my wanting you The eyes running towards each other on a crooked line And the gate closes Yet now and now only You want to love to fly
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Paradox
Millions of pictures and some names are invented.
Some are the same and you can’t tell the face.
Pixels of hair and muscles twitched impossibly
Promises and Negatives
Creation of the Perfect illusion that a Door may open for you into the First day of the Life you have Always Been
Waiting
for.
And Yet millions are separated. No words after Hi and How are you?
As if you really care to...
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Alter
The sheets are stained,
color paste and burgundy juice.
The smell of your skin speaks of hopes and life passed by in expectations.
It does not matter if none of them turned out as actual facts.
Your desire is the gasoline that sparks the days and nights spent with your thoughts heavy as dancers.
Melancholy lies in the strings of a guitar while you sign a pencil portrait for the future.
December 2011
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Wine
I climb down the broken stairs
All I need is a pack of cigarettes for a pair of eyes that stare through a glass of
Wine
and I had a lot of Red
and Blue
Pink is such a fake skin color
I want you in Black and White
with the dark hair
coming up your belly
Look at the window with the lights on
I am in each and everyone one of them.
November 2011
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June 2011
2 posts
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Nate
you are robert and david, and marcel and gianni
you are all the almost and in between
you are the i thought i knew and how could i
you are my therapy now
i really got to go
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Chase
Walking down the Avenue
I hear a language I do understand
The breeze is not a Punch
and even if everybody looks the same
a 7 Dunkin’ next to Wall and C
I still see the lights
and that’s what’s new
You cannot save Me
no matter what You say
and I am afraid
You have done me wrong
One time too many
I will not spend the night out
but in a place that is not mine
and...
April 2011
3 posts
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Moment
Out of all the highways
and tiny streets
I stumbled upon
Never could I stand your gaze
for you were not real
No matter how many times
Love is not a Seal
and forever could be death
happiness is like hunger
both come and go
if only you could stop
aiming at a goal
you could realize
now is the stuff of one day
and every party is a story to tell
every love a joke you can share
maybe to...
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Years
You have cut my hair
with my hands
forced to shed the soft away
opened my mouth
one after one whispered
to shut
the words died on the inside
paid attention on any moment
avoiding to ever collide
all i wanted was to
fuse in wonder
to scoop a place I could lay under
Push and Shoved
to get shoved and pushed back
Five years have passed
in slow crawling motion
have to start to find...
February 2011
4 posts
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Berlin
Standing in the crowd / waiting for my friend
who is the most successful
who is always the well dressed
I ran into your eyes
and You kept the stare back
I could not fix them there / Just lack of savoir faire
but You asked me / to get close / and start telling me about
The Beauty of Berlin
its music and that bar
So anytime I lose it / that’s when your face reappears
reminding me...
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Chill
Chill dude / you would want me
even if kinda broken
like can’t really talk
right now / for I look at you / and feel you’re slipping away
Be it my best friend’ ass
You’re aiming at
Chill dude / you thought I was what? / because I look cool?
Like I don’t belong
Hell yeah dude / I don’t belong here / and so don’t you
Don’t you know...
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December 2010
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Stage
If you believe it you can make them Staring into Knowing they are witnessing
Magic
cuz you have it
as everyone has the reflections buried for years of pain and rejection and if you shed those glasses
combed your hair
the glaze would
be more and more intense
blinding
dig deeper you do every day simply spit it out all the way outside
spit it in their faces
for they crave for it humiliate...
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November 2010
3 posts
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Crack
As I am inhaling
I find I have no more
Space
to push people in
to eat life
and engulf other bodies
it was all fun
until it was not anymore
do not know
what happened exactly
or when it did happen
but the smoke
filled every hole
to turn it into
a big Void
it’s not you
what I want
as I am staring at your face
with closed eyes
learning to love myself
only to see I am
fifteen...
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October 2010
2 posts
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September 2010
3 posts
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Nightmare
I am munching
The inside of my guts
because I do not have any
to face the trophy
of winning the fight with myself
and the outside
Like I don’t deserve a smile
and a wink
The appreciation
and the bodies
I am eating my own body
Cell by cell
one after the other
I am punishing him
Little by little
Sweat after sweat
to mold the dream
for everyone to see
to shape the sculpture
...
July 2010
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100,000
Did not
Want
to Start like
this
But Wind against
is too strong
and I desire freedom
from Pain
from Boredom
of Waiting
for Tomorrow
and then Here I Am
running
towards nothing I do wish
for
but to everything there is
if not One heart
does Stop
grab hundreds
thousand
bodies
and do not get trapped
surely
it will hurt
hundred
thousand
times
but I do not Stop
now it’s...
June 2010
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Want
I wanted This
Exactly
to Hurt
Rip the skin Apart
and Reveal
the hand that Clutched a Fist
Never to Hold
Ever to Ask
the unbearable truth
Only that Now
the Ashes must be collected
to Bury it all over Again
pull the curtain
the lights go on
to the Charade
of words and signals to conceal
Play what They want
to Hear
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May 2010
6 posts
Go
I will try
and keep myself
around always new search and same old
if that’s the game to play
I know the rules though i cannot abide
You should want me
or is it a boy with a crooked smile
I can stand still and fool around
not telling You
I only have to prove it to myself
If You want to Stop
don’t even say
I have seen it all before
Just
Go
Go quick
before i start to...
Uncool
The more you try
avoiding repeating running
The flow does not turn tide
and you are left on the line
Not to Cross
Although truth is
I saw the other side and side away I will always stand
Because if I do already would I be dead
What’s Cool?
I am a loser as sucker of Hope
April 2010
9 posts
Fag
What made me a Fag?
was it those fucking plastic dolls dad never wanted to buy?
was it that No man around was ever good enough
For me to want it to lookalike?
were the colors around I craved for
the shiny to cover the shit of grey,
I was so terrorized to one day live?
Hell I know as of now could be the Same.
Was it when you spoke to me and I was not expecting it
Butt naked looking at a...
Would
Should be Friday of Good Calls
the ones you feel like pick up
Could be everywhere else
but Here
No recipes, no Rules to make it Happen
Would be easy for anybody else
But Really?
Exit April
What about taking the streets
even without the walls and a Bar to contain us all?
As the reason is not the neon or the hip of last month music
you can show me someone’s name on your underwear
even on this sidewalk
you will do it anyway in the night of the trees and mud
or is it This Beer you are coming for?
this liquor you never drink
far too expensive
It won’t pay the bills
...
